a 40-yard shot..a 40 -feet miss!

Livid darkness embraced her with glee
She,my girl,had a heart which could not see
My love tried to find a way past her titanium
It broke my love and heart along with my cranium
i decided to slay..slay the cadaverous darkness
Ignominy stuck to me,it feared me
i flailed to understand her heart's idiosyncrasy
i failed miserably
The heart crafted pejorative voodoo dolls.
they winked at me once and winced at me next
that flagrant flippancy killed me twice and
the hundredth time i died i came back to life
i don't know which is which.
i wondered why this oeuvre wasn't held by an easel.

She could start a pogrom against the male race
she would make a perfect slaver
but no! she is what is grace.
"i am not worth you" she said
BOY! wasn't THAT the bromide!
this is not a panegyric
this is not a lament
this is but tantamount to the vacuum in my heart-tent
i LOVED that heinous perpetrator
i LOVED that hedonism-generator
its what i wanted.
My ears weren't blind
My eyes were deaf
MY heart was broke,it's eyes were sore
you know not what runs through my veins
the fools and the sages united on this one
they said it was someone else's life

My soul is gone
My love is gone

I Just Love all this TOO much.
It was selfishness blended homogeneously with everything else
you didnt mean the world to me
you didnt mean the life to me
you didnt mean anything to me
you never did..

world,life and "anything" won't be enough.


:S

Soul-paralysis

The day I left the beach

A hairy Satyr running
behind & a little to the
right.

In the holy solipsism
of the young

Now I can't walk through a city
street without eyeing each
single pedestrian. I feel
their vibes through my
skin, the hair on my neck
-it rises.