Fence my sacred fire
I want. To be simple, black & clean
A dim nothingness
Please
The sea is green
Smoke
With No Waking!

The Science of Night

Earth Air Fire Water
Mother Father Sons & Daughters
Airplane in the starry night
First fright
Forest follow free
I love thee
watch how I love thee

The War

Cold electric music
Damage me
Rend my mind
with your dark slumber

Cold temple of steel
Cold minds alive
on the strangled shore

Veterans of foreign wars
We are the soldiers of
Rock & Roll Wars!

There was preserved
in her
The fresh miracle
of
surprise

Accomplishments:

To make works in the face
of the void
To gain form, idenity
To raise from the herd-crowd

Public favor
public fervor

A quality of ignorance,
self-deception may be
necessary to the poet's
survival

Knowing

I

The Wolf
who lives under the rock
has invited me
to drink of his cool
Water.
Not to splash or bathe
But leave the sun
& know the dead desert
night
& the cold men
who play there.

II

Now that you have gone
all alone
the desert to explore
& left me here alone


Now that you have gone
or strayed away-

I sit, & listen to the hiss
of traffic & invoke
into this burned & gutted
room some ghost, some
vague resemblance of a time

Off-on, on and off,
like one long sick
electric dream.
This state is confused
state. Out there her life
like warm connectors,
plug into her soul
From every side & melt
her form for me.

But I deserve this,
Greatest cannibal of all.
Some tired future.
Let me sleep.
Get on with the disease


III

I will not come again
I will not come again
into the swirl
The bitter wine-soaked
stallion eats the seed,
all labor is a lie;
no vice is kindled in
these loins to melt
or vie w/ any strong
particulating smile.
Leave sundry stones alive.

Third PARty

People need Connections
Writers, heroes, stars,
leaders
To give life form.
A child's sand boat facing
the sun.
Plastic soldiers in the miniature
dirt war. Forts.
Garage Rocket Ships

Ceremonies, theatre, dances
To reassert Tribal need & memories
a call to worship, uniting
above all, a reversion,
a longing for family & the
safety magic of childhood.

!

Man on moon,wind in head,thousands dead
tempestuous winds rattle my arteries
drained off blood,sugar and dread
she reigns my arteries,owns my blood four chambers

A tepid,tenebrous veneer shields her soul,
naked,it could outclass the battle of Troy
Some whitesmith created mortals
THIS one's a phenomenon
a reminder that no one creates immortals,they happen

A phaeton of phantasm is all that guarantees her presence
I was consumed,digested and assimilated by your overwhelming significance
before our plural existence.
Sprinkle gun powder in my brain with those petard-eyes

I've Let you in my heart
I've let you in my head
roam inside my head,I won't let you go
symptoms of love,take a bow

Pert,pestiferous quanta of light blur my sight
it is dim,peevish and bright

Sweet wine hay making
sunshine day breaking
we can buy time
petering sickness,towering weakness
powerful weakness
sugar(ew!) weakness
homicide of loneliness
MEA CULPA!

Love is mere condescension,surreality
fuel for insanity
A contortionist
A ventriloquist
An interlocutor

A CONTORTIONIST
who twists himself to fit in spaceless vacuum

A VENTRILOQUIST
who shoots life into fastidious stones(pebbles)

An INTERLOCUTOR
who weakens and supports futility

but love is an insult,a misfit attribution to you
why!ANYTHING is!

you beat me out of me,
you beat love into me

That your eyes,voice and scent push me down an eternal abysm,
is an understatement
abstruse sound waves kiss my ears on my way down
this palatable essence of the kiss hastens my fall
the fall is FREE
the fall is ACCELERANDO
the FALL is my CALL

I do not find it in esse to say
that every word,every breath and every step of yours(:| hail the cliches)
sets off an inexplicable chain of reactions in my body

I FREEZE

My pupil dilates like an extra-strong gum(:|)
that's when your breath caresses my face

Your words set my soul ablaze
I acquiesce this arson
you metamorphose flames into salve
acidulous into fantabulous
death into life

From skin-deep to flesh deep to unfathomable
your unfeigned magnificence makes effortless passage through my mortal self

A vanguard of emotions is what vanquishes my mind when it sees you
it takes me to everland(glorified version 0.76 of neverland),nowhere street
it enslaves my speech,
speaks back-beat
Everland is poisonous blue skies and envious green grass
we don't need no artificial substance like that,DO WE?

I DON'T

All i want is the submission of my soul
to YOUR love,to love,to MY love

Absence DOES make the hearts fonder
it also makes my self less stronger
it makes the brain ponder-
those million words that hit your tympanum
Hundred eyes that peer
the sun that touches you wile i sit under the SAME sun
the air you share with strangers
what would happen if your heart submits to any of them,
what would happen if your love succumbs to them
arrant dread reflects the world in the mirror of my eyes..

:|


Kurt Cobain said-" i wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black"...the most twisted way any ROCK-song writer can say "i LOVE YOU"..:)

SRM(Static Rapid Movement)

It's stillness captured on a bullet train
It's eyes are sore and blind with pain

Stillness is such a flibbertigibbet!
He knows nothing but to jump from situation to another's limbs
he hops around throwing stones,balls and tantrums
he spikes opium and makes love to inactivity

My brain wants to absorb inertia too
of popcorns,big-screens and sun-screens.

Come here,
Come to me
get inside of me

It's a roller coaster ride,down the road of inactivity
it's drunken driving
it's cocaine climbing
Cannon here,Cannon there,cannon cannon everywhere
just not a drop to drink

What a past you've had mighty stillness
today,i pity your condescension
Looks like your shadow has swallowed you
or you swallowed it
DAMN! which is which!